After experiencing drastic changes in my environment, I looked for other experiences that might profoundly affect my perception of self.  So I devised another experiment where everyday I took a different drug or intoxicant and drew myself under the influence.  Within weeks I became lethargic and suffered mild brain damage that fortunately wasn't irreparable.  I am still conducting this experiment but over greater lapses of time and I only take drugs that are given to me. 

Self-Portrait video:


"Near Death Experience"




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Abilify / Xanax / Ativan (dosage unknown in hospital)

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90mg Abilify (after 3 months usage 3x maximum dose)



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1 sm Glass of Absinth



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10mg Adderall



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10mg Ambien




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Ativan / Haloperidol (doseage unknown in hospital)




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Bath Salts



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15mg Buspar (snorted)


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4 Butalbitals (doseage unknown)


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Butane Honey Oil



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250mg Cephalexin (painted w/ watercolor pencil, water and cephalexin)



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1/2 gram Cocaine



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Computer Duster (2 squirts)



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2 bottles of Cough Syrup


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1 "Bump" of Crystalmeth



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20mg Cyclobenzaprine



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4mg Dilaudid



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1 shot of Dilaudid / 3 shots of Morphine (In the ER with kidney stones)



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DMT (during and after)



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60mg Geodon 



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Heroin (Snorted)



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Huffing Gas (during and after)




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Huffing Lighter Fluid


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7.5mg Hydrocodone / 7.5mg Oxycodone / 3mg Xanax



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Khat (chew and tea)



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3mg Klonopin



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300mg Lithium



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10mg Lortab



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(Shitty) LSD



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Marijuana (Kine Bud)



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Marijuana (G13)



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Marijuana Resin



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Morphine IV (doseage unknown)



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Psilocybin Mushrooms (2 caps onset)




2mg Nicotine Gum (after quitting smoking for 2 months)



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Nitrous Oxide



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Nitrous Oxide / Valium I.V. (doseage unknown in hospital)



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7.5mg Percocet



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2 Pot Brownies




1 Glass of Pruno




4mg Risperdol



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Ritilin (doseage unknown-snorted)



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Salvia Divinorum (before and after)



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100mg Seroquel

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Sodium Thiopental IV

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250mg Soma

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100mg Tramadol



100mg Trazadone



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20mg Valium



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Valium I.V. (doseage unknown in hospital)


Valium IV, (Albuterol, Saline & Oxygen mixture)



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2mg Xanax



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50mg Zoloft (after 2 weeks)


10mg Zyprexa (after 2 weeks in hospital)